Dilemma
Too many to do lists, too many weddings to attend, too many shopping trips to be made, too many job offers (but not even one to be taken seriously!), and luckily not too many marriage proposals(actually none so far!) and mommy dearest already busy timing my 2008 winter trip to Nagaland, my home town, which is still a good month and a half away.
“Why can”t things be simple?” …this is a question that has plagued me eversince i have been capable of doing things my way. I consider it as a problem when there are too many things lined up to be addressed, maybe because i not used to being incharge of things single handedly. I need a support during times like this and it could be in any form. However, i also have discovered the joy that comes with a task completed, unaided.
I guess the toughest part is in deciding whether to do it or not to do it. Once that is accomplished its halfway done. I am selfish most times than i can even remember, sometimes the object of my selfishness could be a dress that i own which is so admired by my friend yet she cannot convince me to give it up even with the best gifts from her side or it could be the affection of someone which i intend to keep for myself in all circumstances. Keeping up with one’’s mind and heart is a tricky one, and i guess that’’s when the “D” word pops up.